Hi ladies,

its been a long time since i posted. Since my first pregnancy (healthy baby girl nov 07). I feel silly posting this because i am very lucky to have a beautiful girl, and many of you haven't been as blessed.

I fell pregnant late last year, had a scan and found out we were 10 weeks. Soooo excited, but i was constantly spotting, so we didn't want to tell anyone just to be sure. After christmas we had a miscarrage... it was horrible. Because we didn't tell anyone, no one even knew we lost the baby.

Sounds silly but i actually regret not telling anyone. i wish i did, so i could get cuddles and have other people to talk to. Instead i feel like i'm moarning alone, and no one even knows i'm moarning...

just wanted to share my story.

love tellytubby