Thank-you so much to everyone who replied to my story. It made me cry to read your kind words.

I am taking one day at a time. I could not have gotten this far without my DH who has been by my side through all of this. I have never felt so close to him and feel for him as I hate to see him hurting.

I am waiting on test results to see if they can find a reason for this. However I am not getting my hopes up as sometimes there is no explanation.
I think some answers would help when we try again.

Thanks again to everyone