I felt so shocked and sad to read your post when I got back on line this afternoon. I am stalking you - hoping with all I have that this is just a hiccup and your little one is holding on tightly...
The grief and sadness of miscarriage is a very very underrated grief by a great many people - even by some that have suffered from other types of loss. So, I hear you and I understand.
If this baby has flown away my love he/she will be forever remembered in here and in your heart. I know only too well the "there there" comments and patitudes. It is hurtful and disrespectful.
OK, well I am beginning to believe miracles might just happen and not just to other people!
This morning bleeding and pain had eased significantly. I wasn't sure if this was because everything had gone or less possibly that things might still be ok. Was due to go into FC for another HCG so went in planning to beg for a scan.
There was no chance of squeezing me in for a scan at the affiliated ultrasound nor at another one nearby. In the end my FS did a quick scan in her rooms. Was fully expecting nothing to be left or maybe a collapsed sac. Well, low and behold.... 2 sacs with foetal poles. FS was concerned one might have been a cornual ectopic (much nastier than tubal apparently) so rang directly and got me a scan with a sonologist.
Unfortuanately, this was a few hrs later, leaving me enough time to go home and google cornuate ectopics.... bad move as they sound really nasty!
Had myself totally stressed out by the time of the scan but as I said, maybe miracles do happen
Proper scan showed the two babies both in uterus, just one tucked up high in a corner and the other quite low. Both measuring 5w6d so actually 1 day ahead and both with HB's which I didn't expect to see this early. One baby has some a subchorionic haematoma so assuming this was the site of the immense bleeding. Only time will tell if this will affect that baby and if it can still make it but I am just so, so, sooooo amazed and happy that there are two live little bubbas still in there. if they could survive that amount of bleeding then hopefully they can make it all the way.
HCG came back this arvo at 107,000 up from 53,3000 on Fri so certainly feeling the m/s
Another scan next week - hoping I make it that far without another disaster.
Thankyou all so so much for the kind words and support - I am praying I truly don't need to come back in here ever again other than to lend others support
Well I have been chomping at the bit to get back in here to stalk you some more!
I am sooooo glad I did. I was banking on there being more than one in there - and a fiesty little one at that! Fancy doing that to his/her Mama this early in the piece. Yes, those SCH's can really cause some bleeding - Oscar had one (Michelle) when he was alfie!
I hope that they both stick like glue - but you know that some more bleeding is very very likely with an SCH? So, brace yourself and lean on all of us - we're here for you my love.
OMG Meredith, I've just travelled your rollercoaster reading this post! Oh wow oh wow I'm praying so hard for you hun (and I don't pray!) that these two little bubs hang on tight!
If it helps, I had a subchorionic haem with my current PG which did resolve & not impact bub at all... I was advised to rest due to persistent spotting/bleeding...so I don't know if that helped the subch haem resolve... but can't hurt to take it easy & wrap yourself in some cotton wool! Thinking of you and sending big big sticky vibes!!!!
Meredith I am dancing with delight here fo ryou hun. I am so releived that you got to see yuor two little ebanies and they are on track.
Try not to worry about the sub hem. They usually manage to resolve by 14 wks, seems like a long time away now though huh.
I am just so very happy for you.
Don't forget to update the other 2 boards coz I know they are all very worried for you.
many hugs
Jude
Meredith, I had a good feeling about this one (or two!) for you, but didn't want to say............I've been stalking you though!
I'm so happy for you hun, what wonderful news TWO bubbas! I know the coming weeks will be fraught with worry for you, please make sure you hang on to us here on BB for strength.
Oh, and hopefully Michelle will see this and come in and tell you all about her subchorionic haematoma with Oscar, and how despite all the worry it put her through, he is here safe and sound, and larger than life
Yep - bled with Oscar, bled with this one. Both had a subchorionic haematoma They seem to stalk me during pregnancy and it seriously does my head in. But alfie arrived safe and sound and I have everything crossed edna will do the same. And I am ever so excited to see there are 2 Here if you need me or want a chat
Meridth you have made my day I am crying in the off ice which is not a good look but mircles do happen sweetie. Now little ones listen to your Aunty TL and hang on so tight for mummy she has gone to a lot of trouble to create you a lovely home for the next 9 months
I too had some bleeding, at 13 weeks when pregnant with Abbey, not as much as you but frightening none the less, went for the scan totally prepared as you for the worst and she WAVED at us! Couldn't believe it!
I am so excited to read our second post! Thank God they are stillin your tummy! Congratulations on expecting twins. I pray they will both stay safe and you can enjoy the rest of your pregnancy with no stress and complications
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What a relief!
They seem to stalk me during pregnancy and it seriously does my head in. But alfie arrived safe and sound and I have everything crossed edna will do the same. And I am ever so excited to see there are 2 
for you my friend had a really bad bleed in her pregnancy and now has a 10 week old perfect baby girl
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