Oh Honey what you have been through is so trumatic my heart goes out to you sending you big loosing 2 angels is just so hard to deal with the emotions will run wild for a vey long time and it is something you will never get over i really hope that as time goes on that the pain of loosing your angels will ease be kind to yourself and please just let yourself cry when you need to its normal and healthy to do so my thoughts are with you.

Take care

Munchy xxx