I'm so sorry for your losses, what a terribly difficult path you are wandering down atm

I have lost many babies to miscarriage, and one to stillbirth, and the pain is very real. You can't hide from it because it will never leave you until you just sit with it and live with it for a while. Grief is safe, living it will not kill you, but hiding from it will.

Lots and lots of love to you, may you find peace, and may you one day be blessed with a child of your own xxxxxxxxx