Pookie, I am so sorry for your loss. It is a heartbreaking time for you both. It is normal for your hormones to be all over the place and for you to be very emotional.........you just lost your baby. I too felt like a failure when I lost Cooper. I felt like I had failed him, my DH and my family. It is the hardest decision to try again and even when you do fall pg again, it will be difficult, full of fears and anxiety. I too also think, what if it happens again. These are natural thoughts for someone who has lost a baby. I'm so glad that you have the support from your husband. Lean on each other, take time to grieve and be kind to yourself. Take care