This sunday on the 16th of January it will be a month since my little angel came and went so quickly.

I come on here and read everyones messages and i find it so comforting.... since this happening it has put an enormous amount of strain on me and my partner.... he is very much pushing whats happened behind him... covring up, me i share my storyand talk, this is making things difficult.... but as i said to him, better we deal with everything we have to now, otherwise if i fall pregnant again, our child will not get the life nor attention they deserve and everything will affect them ......

i will be going to my Keiras grave this sunday, to talk, cry, smile and share all my thoughts and let a balloon go with a letter in it for her... iwill probably take a friend with me.... ))

i just wanted to come on here as i felt i needed to get some thoughts and feelings out...
sharing my amazing painful happy and sad experience all in one.... makes me feel better for anyone who is happy to listen