Oh hun: I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby boy. I too lost a son and I know how sad you must be feeling. It is a very confusing time, trying to figure out what went on. Life feels like it's spinning out of control but frozen still at the same time.

I lost my son at 36 weeks and I felt like my life was over. DH dealt with it very differently, he got back into work and tried to disctract himself but I felt like I just couldn't move on. I think many people who've lost babies find that their DH's deal with the grief in much different ways.

We went on to have another boy, and are now expecting our third baby, it is a long and difficult path but you will find happiness again. Only you and DH will know if trying again is right for you and your family.

Hang in there honey.

Spring xx