I feel.... strange ?

[{sarah}]

This is probably going to be a bit rambling so I apologise.

Last Thursday I went in for an ultrasound at 10 weeks because I was measuring big only to find out that our little one had no heartbeat. We went through hell over the weekend coming to terms with it, lots of tears, sadness & anger etc and then yesterday I had my D&C.

Today I just feel strange. I don't feel sad, I feel numb. I almost feel as though it didn't really happen, that maybe I was never really pregnant in the first place even though I know I was & I saw a perfect baby on the screen. I want to be sad for our little one that was taken too soon, but I just don't right now. I feel like there is a hole in my heart (how cliched) but just not sad at the moment.

Is this normal? Shouldn't I be a wreck, knowing that my bubby has officially moved on?