Sarah babes. Everybody feels and grieves differently. All of this has happened so suddenly and so fast. It is normal to feel what you are currently feeling. A time will come when it will "hit" and then you will start to grieve and cry and go through the motions. Right now, it is still a shock.
Take your time hun and remember that it is okay to grieve no matter whatever other people IRL tell you. Those who haven't gone through it don't know what it is like. Some people are attached to their unborn babies from the instance they BFP but others it takes time to attach, until they feel movements and all.

Just take each day as it comes....

xxoo