Sofy- i am so sorry about your sweet baby boy. this grief is so overpowering at times. you are insightful to be able to draw some comfort from the fact that you carried him for six months. hang on to that feeling with all of your strength. if you don't mind me asking, what is your son's name? you will forever be his mom and hold him in your love.

the last few months would have been much harder on me had i not found the support of folks here who can (unfortunately) understand exactly what a roller-coaster grief is and assure me in ways no one else can. please join a conversation if it feels right for you. hugs and tears for you and your ds. m