i found this site by accident, but so glat i did....at home even when my husband and i talked about our beautiful baby, every one tried to avoid the conversation and change the topic. i cant thank u all enough for ur support it may have taken only a few minutes for you but it has been so much consolation. i miss my baby so much if i was told to go through it all again, just to hold him for a few minutes ot just to look at him from a distance i would say 'yes' without a second thought.....