I am so sorry for your loss

I've had a missed miscarriage myself, baby died at 5 weeks but we didnt find out until almost 10 weeks, at my first US. I also spent hours in the ER waiting to see a doc, but I was told to come back the next day for a d&c . I'm truly sorry that knob of a doc treated you so unkindly.
I hope your appointment today can give you some answers on what will happen next.
Thinking of you xx

please dont blame yourself, give yourself the time and allow yourself to grieve, you are right, losing a baby is something that can never be replaced. Biggest of hugs xx