I lost my baby on Monday @ 5 weeks I keep telling my myself it will be OK and that I can try again but I still find myself getting sad and I don't feel like anyone around me understands how I feel because they have never been through this before. And I ask myself why me when so many people who don't even want babies can have them and give them away or abort them. I'm 23 and this is hard on me I have been looking online and found a lot messages boards of women saying they had servel m/c's after being on depo and some that can never have kids because of it so now I'm thinking is that whats wrong with me could it be the depo that cause this did I do this to myself... all I want is a healthy lil baby just one !!!! I want to be able to have just one !!! I know this long but I'm just so lost and feel like I did something wrong ... I'm being real strong and trying not cry but I feel so alone ...