Hi josijo,
I am so sorry for your losses hun, it is so heartbreaking I'm sure. I've had one late m/c last year and can't imagine ever having to go through it again (early or late).
All I can tell you is that don't ever give up the hope as I'm sure you'll get your second earth baby soon. Look into all the possible 'scenarios' of why the bubs didn't stick. It must be so heart breaking to be told, 'it was just one of these things'. I wish you much success in future hun, and I'm sending you lots of strength and hope to get you through this difficult time.
B xxx