Completely normal. I lost my babies 11 days ago and only now am i thinking..... well maybe.

This hurts. hurts like hell. But its One Day At A Time.

None of it makes sense and never will. They are gone. They are not alone Tens of thousands go each year. Most of which are never heard about.

Just Breath and focus on One Day At A Time. You and your wife will get through this, just as my husband and I will , just as thousands before us have.