Oh twinsanity ~ I was so saddened to read your post about your precious son Michael. My deepest sympathy to you and your family. I didn't find BB until after our m/c either, and you will find such supportive caring people here. Feel free to share whatever is on your mind ~ even if it doesn't seem to make sense. You'll always find an empathetic ear here.
I so wish you didn't have to find a place to share your feelings about such a tragic loss. My thoughts are will you.
M