becky - i'm so sorry for your loss hun. no matter what might have been, there is nothing to be gained from people telling you "its for the best" - THEY aren't going through this loss, it's not them that is hurting. you were pregnant with a child you very much wanted, and that was taken from you - you're ALLOWED to be angry - hell, you deserve to be supported through that anger and grief, not forces to soldier on.

you can rely on us here on BB to support you - take care of yourself hun

BG