After a lot of dr visits and being transfered to another hospital and 3 ultra sounds I am no longer pregnant. Feeling ok with it all still having my down times, obviously there must of been something terribly wrong for me to lose my bub so early on in my pregnancy. We will try again sometime in the future when the time feels right for us both and hopefully next time I will have a very sticky healthy bub and be able to give my DF and DD a lovely little package at the end of the 9 months. As much as losing this bub is heart breaking best it happen now then later on down the track. I have a wonderful supportive DF and could not of went thru this without him by my side every step of the way.
Luckily I had a natural miscarriage and did not need the D&C like my dr thought I may have.
Anyhow hopefully soon and I have all my FX that next time I start a thread it will be saying that I have a BFP and a very sticky bub.
Thank you all for your very kind words and hugs I wish you all the very best for your futures.
Now it's time for me to move on and get back in my saddle and work my horses again.
Cheers
Helen