Thank you for your hugs Loops12 they are greatly appreciated. Our bub too was only 5 weeks into my pregnancy when he/she left us. Although it's a terrible experience I truly feel it's time to move on and not dwell on this. I am now back riding my horses and have bought my young gelding in to start breaking him in. We will give it some time before TTC again and I do feel the next pregnancy will be successful (I hope) At least now we both know that my DF is not infertile as he believed he was. He is 36 with no children as yet and I am 34 and have 1 very delightful DD who is very switched on and does not miss a thing. We both love her dearly and we are looking forward to adding to our family sometime in the near future.
I wish you all the luck in the world on a future BFP and a healthy happy bub soon.
Kindest regards
Helen.