Hello Fuffybird
I'm so sorry for your losses. It's just hard isn't it. I found this link on another forum, it talks about loss and how hard it is. I'm actually thinking of sending it to my mother - she just doesn't get it. BBC - Radio 4 - Science - The Miscarriage
My DH has kiddos of his own, and doesn't really get it either. He is really only starting to understand now - and that's after 4 losses.

I've found that taking up new hobbies gives me something else to focus my creative energies on - last year I started learning classical guitar and this year, I started a 'counted cross stitch'. Both in their own ways have helped tremdously to relieve the TTC stress.

Recently we held our own private memorial for all our angels - this really helped.

I hope that one day you get to hold a sweet little one in your arms

Snowie