Also am so sorry for your loss....one day at a time, that's all ive been able to do, the emotions you feel are overpowering but all part of this extremely hard process. I always dreaded waking up i think because i realised it was all real all over again. Like you i have a fantastic hubby and parents...lean on them as much as you have to...i have found these forums to be a saviour though as you will, so many women have to bear this pain and i hope you can find some comfort in us...
Look after yourself and take all the time you need, i also have faith and understand God has a plan for us that we might never understand, we just have to have faith that we will be granted the beautiful gift of holding a babe in our arms one day..and that we will be reunited with our angels.
My thoughts and prayers are with you in this hard time.
xoxoxox