I'm so sorry Loopy for the loss of your little ones, and so sorry that you had to go through that ordeal at the hossy
That nurse was terribly insensitive, and your little babies although very tiny, are so precious, and so special. Having a mc is such a hard thing, but your little ones will always be with you, inside your heart. Even though it wasn't how you planned things to be, you're still their mummy and that's very special.
Things will get easier..