I'm sorry to hear about your loss. It is such a difficult thing to go through. I felt utter hopelessness when i had a miscarriage at 6 weeks. We had been so excited and then we felt grief like I hadn't known before. Cry when you need to and lean on your husband for support. I had fallen pregnant soon after just being married too. It will get better, I know you can't imagine that now but it will. I now have a beautiful boy who I never dreamed I would have after that experience and it makes me appreciate him even more. Take care and best of luck.