thread: Our little Vanilla

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  1. #1
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    Oct 2008
    brisbane australia
    840

    hi becD I often wondered where you went, its me 21@TTC#1 but i have a name change now, im so sorry for whats happened,if you remember i too had this happen, a sac measuring 8 weeks found at almost 13 weeks and also had a D and C its very awful and i know you and Murray WILL get there in the end, you deserve it sooo much and i cant wait to hear when the time comes, please stay strong but also give yourself time to heal. we are all here for you.

  2. #2
    Registered User

    Jan 2007
    Perth
    436

    I have had a really sad day today. I put together the memory box for vanilla, Murray and I both wrote a letter to Vanilla and I put in all bits and pieces that we had bought for him, flowers and cards we were given, my BFP POAS.

    I got through last week at work without breaking down, but I am a wreck today, have been crying non-stop. I am so angry, angry with God and the world. I just dont know how to move on, I dont want to move on. I just want my baby back in my belly

  3. #3
    Registered User

    Apr 2009
    Melbourne
    654

    Bec I know what you mean
    Yesterday i found myself screaming at the sky asking God why me?
    When we loved out baby so much how he could do such a thing.
    I don't have any words because they just arent enough.
    But I'm here for you seriously anything you need pm me because I'll listen
    I really hope things get better
    We can heal but we never forget.

  4. #4
    Registered User

    Apr 2009
    Adelaide, SA
    65

    Dear Bec

    I am so sorry for your loss of Vanilla

    I wish you so so so much luck in the future

    Be kind to yourself.
    xxx