No! No! No!! I'm so sorry, Ellie. I'm so upset for you and your DH. I wish I could say or do something that would make you feel better. All I can do is send you my love and all the hugs that the cyberworld can carry. I hope that your FS - who sounds like a very, very caring person - can shed some light for you on why this is happening for you.
Don't doubt that you are meant to be a Mum. You are. And you will be a great Mum. Oh Ellie. I'm so sorry.
Ellie, I so understand how you feel. Everything you said in your last post, I find it running through my own head all the time. I don't have any words for you because there are no words. There is nothing anyone can say to make this pain better for you. But I can offering you understanding and hope that you can take some comfort knowing there are some of us out here that know exactly how you feel.
Keep going on that journey to be a mum, this all wouldn't be so painful for you if you weren't meant to be one.
Ellie: I'm hoping you are feeling a bit better today, that the sadness is gradually lifting, and that you find the strength to keep going.
I think that right now isn't the time to make any decisions on whether you and your DH will try again. Let yourselves grieve, and then take it from there.
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