Thanks to everyone for your love and support...but it's all over again. I am heartbroken and hate the world at the moment. Can't take anymore think my TTC journey has come to an end...goodbye my little angel xxx
Last edited by Ellie; August 27th, 2007 at 06:27 PM.
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Know that I'm here to support you in whatever decision you make from here. Now probably isn't a good time to make final decisions, but you are probably very aware of that.
There's a few more tears being shed for you and your angel over on this side of the country right now. :hugs:
Im so sorry Ellie. I wish i could give you a big hug right now, things arent fair. Im so sorry, i really am thinking of you, let me know if you need to talk, Mel
What would I do without my BB friends...I've settled down a bit now. My nurse must have realised I was going to throw in the towel as she's set up an appointment with FS first thing Thursday morning...he's coming in early just to see us...she said he was devastated at results today...I am so lucky to have such wonderful people looking after me...so why does this keep happening??? I can't stop thinking about the fact my ectopic pregnancy just kept going and every other pregnancy that's been in the uterus just doesn't make it...there must be something wrong...maybe I'm not meant to be a mum...maybe I was put on this earth for some other purpose...all the big questions hey...will do my head in...
Ellie - I am so very very sorry sweetie for your loss. You will be a mum one day, and when that day comes to you it will be the happiest day of your life. Please don't give up. The Dr and his nurse must know that you have a chance, and don't want to see you give up. It is so great that they are there for you. Lots of Hugs.....
So, so sorry Ellie to hear your news.
Please dont worry about all those thoughts running around in your head, it's completely normal!!! No one deserves the heartache you and your DH have had to go through and that is bound to mess with your head. So glad your clinic are looking after your emotional health too.
I truely hope your dreams come true soon.
Big hugs.
words can't possibly suffice to express how truly sorry i am for you hun - i just want to wrap you in a big snuggly hug and give you a shoulder to cry on, a pair of ears to listen to your anger and tears, and just be a general sounding board for you. you have every right to be mad at the world and feel defeated, but as BW has said (and as i'm sure in your heart you know) right now isn't the time to make rash decisions. please give yourself a chance to grieve and be angry/hurt before you make any decisions on what to do in the future
as for the thoughts you've just expressed - hun, maybe there IS something there, and this needs to be investigated - broach it with your FS - but don't let doubts make you think that you're not meant to be a mum - you're a beautiful soul Ellie - and you deserve to be a mummy, as well as so many other wonderful things...
again, i am so sorry Ellie - you know where i'm at if you need to vent or cry
Ellie I am so sorry for your loss. You are meant to be a mum, and one day (hopefully very soon) you will be a wonderful mother. I know sometimes it is so very hard to see and at the moment the pain is so raw but it is good to hear that you have wonderful support people around you. Take care of yourself........big big :hugs:
No! No! No!! I'm so sorry, Ellie. I'm so upset for you and your DH. I wish I could say or do something that would make you feel better. All I can do is send you my love and all the hugs that the cyberworld can carry. I hope that your FS - who sounds like a very, very caring person - can shed some light for you on why this is happening for you.
Don't doubt that you are meant to be a Mum. You are. And you will be a great Mum. Oh Ellie. I'm so sorry.
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