Sweetrainbow - I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son Like Mel said, I wish that no-one had to go through this terrible heartache. I lost my son last November at 37 weeks to a cord accident and I too couldn't believe that it happened. Like you, I think for the rest of our lives we will always be asking the question - why? I'm sorry I can't answer your questions but hopefully someone else will be able to. I just wanted to post and say how sorry I am that your little boy grew his wings. Do you name him?

I hope you can find some answers soon and I wish you all the best in your TTC journey. Pop in and visit the girls in the TTC after stillbirth thread - they are all wonderful and supportive.

Take care of yourself :hugs: