Hi guys.

I started bleeding early in the morning of 18dpo... the day after that BFN that was actually a faint positive. I had thought that I could see a faint line around the 7 min mark, but wasn't sure, and at home I was too tired and the light was too dim to see it properly.
I opened it up the next morning and it was a definate BFP, not an evap line. So that's another angel gone.

So anyway, the bleeding started as light with lots of black clots, the next 2 days it was very heavy with lots of black clots, and day 4 it started light with a few black glots and then tapered off to spotting by the evening. One bit of pink on the TP this morning and thats it, nothing since. It was similar with the chem in Jan, only no clots then.
Normally I have a 6-7 day AF, so 4 and a bit days is very short. I think I'm going to have to make another appointment with my doctor, because this can't be a good thing.

I'm still cramping too, on both sides around my ovaries, which can't be good either.

DH and I are taking a 2 month break from the TTC roller coaster. I'm starting to get depressed again, so I need this time to get my head back in the right place and start eating healthier and exercising more.

I'll still be checking up on you two, following your pregnancies It makes me feel a bit better knowing that someone (like both of you) who has lost so much can have a miracle.
You guys are my hero's atm, you've been through so much to get to where you are now, and you're stronger women for it. I admire you both greatly.

Wishing you both very sticky, happy & healthy babies!
Jen - xoxo