Oh hun, I'm so deeply sorry for your losses and for the utterly horrendous treatment you have received. It is inhumane and I'm at a loss to understand why this is allowed to go on. I know this would scar me for life. When I miscarried my little boy at 20 weeks I was already in hospital for 3 days and they desperately tried to stop my contractions. I knew what to expect in the end as my midwife and OB were so informative and supportive. I so wish you could have been given the same treatment.
Big hugs hun and thank you for sharing your story. May you never ever experience such loss or such treatment again.
Beata xxx