hey munchy
i too know what it's like to sit late at night with all the thought's of what if:hugs:when i came home from hospital i felt so alone i would lock myself in my room for hours and just sleep i thought that way i wouldn't have to deal with anything my dp hasn't been much comfort for me at all he said he just didn't think of it as a baby and that made me so angry it's deffinatly put a strain on our marriage i just don't think men understand when you go through a loss it changes who you are comming on here and posting my own story and reading others has helped me in a way nothing else could

:hugs:and hope you are blessed with a little one soon