hey babyhopes,
well thats not good! well in a way at least now you and they know something is wrong and what it is and now you can get on top of it.
Take things a day at a time, by the sound of it, this is really all getting on top of you, you sound a bit overwhelmed. I understand, i would be too!
It might sound a bit naff but all this is in preparation of getting your body back to its healthy self so you can carry the baby i know you so want.
There is light at the end of the tunnel and i am always not far from the puter if you need to vent, talk, whatever.
thinking of you
xxxx