Big hugs to you. It is incredibly hard to get past your own grief when seemingly everyone around you is pregnant. However happy you may be for them, it still makes your heart ache for the little ones you have lost.

All I can say is that time does help. Unfortunately it takes too damn much time, and our angels' due dates are always especially difficult.

I have one of the sweetest DHs in the world, but he doesn't understand the level of my grief either. Obviously our husbands have lost babies too, but I don't think anyone but you can really understand the pain a mother feel.

Hugs to you, and be gentle on yourself.