I'm very sorry for your loss good luck for the future hope you are ok.You need your friend's support I had a similar problem but other way round. My friend and I were trying to fall pregnant at the same time, everytime we saw each other we'd ask so are you yet?? but she made it a bit of a competition which I keep saying it might not happen straight away. Anyway long story short I fell pregnant first worried to tell her when I did she said she was happy for me but was also not happy for me, which is sad but I could understand. I bought a car seat for the baby when I was about 11 weeks pregnant and she said she's superstitious and thinks it's bad luck to buy before your 3 months, I thought that's not very nice to say to someone pregnant just in case something ever happened. Anyway the jealousy was too much and we are no longer friends. I wanted to be there for my friend and give support but it must have been to much. I. can understand I've had my baby and just found out my old friend has to go through ivf and that's why she hadn't fallen pregnant. Everyone's different, thing's happen for a reason. Everyone has a different journey