Hi and welcome to BB. I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious baby. It will be very hard for you now that your SIL is pregnant as will be like a constant reminder of what you have lost but it will get easier for you. The pain never goes away but we learn how to deal with that pain. I really hope when you start your TTC journey that you will have a beautiful healthy baby to hold in your arms.

Regards,
Dianne