Hi Jenny,
So sorry for your loss, when does the pain end....it doesnt but it does get better. One day you realise you can talk about it and not cry, maybe even smile..... I have now had two easy pregnancies and wonderful births since my m/c and i am still filled with sadness of all i missed out on with that baby. I fell pregnant about 8 weeks after my m/c and so whenever i get too down i look at my beautiful Evie and remember that if it all hadnt happened i wouldnt have her.
We live, we learn, we grow......
take care and take your time!