hey Jessey
exactly the same thing has just happened to me. I went for my 12 week scan on Friday only to be told the baby had died at 8 weeks. Its pretty devastating, i know. i dont know how ill feel in a year, but i dont plan on ever forgetting. I think some people find the thought of miscarriage so scary that they dont realise that when you've had one, you really need to talk about it. My family and my best friends are happy to talk with me now, but i can see in a year or two that the loss of our first bub will probably only matter to me and my partner.

Im thinking that i might plant a special flower or something along those lines for our lost little angel. That way even if noone else remembers, or even cares, ill have something beautiful to remember him or her by....i think that might help me. I hope you find the help you need. Dont rule out seeing a counsellor. Im a firm believer in talking things through, and maybe you didnt do enough of that when you first lost your baby. Things like that will fester inside you, so do be sure to seek some help. Hugs to you.