I am so sorry for the loss of your little one... :hugs: Butterfly has given some wonderful advice. Just let thsoe emotions wash over you - feel them and let them go, let them back in if they need to but just feel whatever comes to you. This is a truly difficult time and one that will stay with you always. I am glad you have found Belly Belly - sadly there are many here who understand some of what yo9u are feeling. Big big hugs...