Having a rough time at the moment. J basically will not eat dinner EVER. Every night he carries on and cries and it usually end in a tantrum. He claims that he does not like whatever I prepare. He eats fine at Childcare and if in the care of others without us. I just can't deal with it any more..been in tears since. J actually said sorry. He understands that he has upset me and wanted to make me happy. I hate that he had too see me upset. It has been 2.
years today since my cousin (raised like my sister) lost her little boy full term. So it has been a very emotional day.
I also feel like EI is not doing anything. They visited J at chilcare last week and I still have had no feedback on how that went. I feel judged as a parent. I feel like I have failed J. I feel like because i had post natal anxiety and depression with J that it is my fault. I feel like J is feeding off my anxiety. I am stressed at every meal time. I feel sick in certain social settings wondering if J will do something wrong.
Ok enough for tonight..
Last edited by lilima; September 21st, 2010 at 09:29 PM.
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