I told moni off before for butting into me telling off mj & banned her from basketball tonight and she went BALLISTIC I cannot deal with her she is in her room screaming like she is beeing murderd and I didnt even touch her ( i dont smack) but im at the end of my tether seriously I said i dont want my daughter on drugs but right now drugs are looking fantastic, I cant cope i do it all on my own my DH is a truck driver which means long hours and even days away from us and right now Im trying to calm down but I can feel it in my stomach i am so angry and I just cant calm down, oh wait now shes kicking the door...Breathing 1..2..3 how the hell do I cope she is getting worse the older she gets I need help