hi CF - i am exactly the same - and i also read a SIDS story and some of the words in there just go through my mind ALL THE TIME. I still check DS1 in the night if i dont hear him over his monitor... and DS2 i check in his capsule, pram and basinette. i think this worrying is quite nornmal.. and it does get easier (but i dont think it ever goes, even when the SIDS risk is minimal there is a new worry LOL) over time..