Starmama - I have been feeling the exact same thing as you have. I have had 3 boys by 3 c/s in under 3 years and fallen using contraceptives (the pill, mini-pill and depo), my OB suggested I consider TL and I did and have regretted it the past few months knowing I will never have the opportunity to have a daughter. I love my boys more than life itself but a girl would just make my family perfect. I feel a little incomplete, knowing I will not have the special bond I have with my mum or get to shop for wedding dresses and all that stuff. I hope you get the daughter that you want with your next pregnancy.