Hi Starmama,
I know a lady who has 4 daughters and now pg with a son and she doesnt want him. I think it is because of the fact that she doesnt know what to do etc. After having 4 girls it would be scary! But I think she is coming to terms with the fact its a boy, she has even chosen a name for him, which is a positive..... I have a son and she loves him, maybe she is scared???
But when i found out i was preg, i wished for a pink bundle, I ended up with a blue bundle and at first i was upset, but now i dont mind. Im actually looking forward to meeting my little man and thinking that he will have a big bro to watch over him and play with him (when he is old enough) etc.
I had a friend tell me that if i had a girl this pg that i should stop having kids coz they cost a fortune to raise..... I was so happy when i told her its another boy, as then i said, "oh and DF and i have decided to have 2 more after this!" Hahahahaha she said i was crazy BUT then proceeded to tell me she wasnt having any more till her DD was 2. Now her DD is just over 1 and she is 14 weeks pg! What a hipocrite (sp?)
Anyways i dont judge you for your feelings, i have had similar feelings aswell. Goodluck when/if you decide to TTC again and i hope you get the pink bundle you dream of!
Jen