lol caro ... sounds like you are the master of co sleeping and dealing with reflux ... but i was going to say what you did ... go with your heart ... if nixon didnt roll around in bed so much i would have him next to me all night ...

where are the rules that say you must seperate yourself from a newborn in a cot (that looks like a cage .... ) if you want to hold and sleep together, do it , its much healthier than feeling guilty about putting them in a cot to sleep ...

i hope that made sense ..