I feel so bad right now. There must be something wrong with me, I cannot be normal. What sort of a mother shouts at their 7 week old baby to SHUT UP!! That is what I have been doing, and not just the one time. He just never sleeps and when he is awake all he does is cry. I cannot take him anywhere as he cries in the car, cries in the pram, just cries everywhere. And all he wants to do is feed, feed, feed! I feel like a jersey cow as I have him attatched nearly all the time!! I love him so much and he is so cute he brings tears to my eyes when he looks at me, but I am SO very sleep deprived that I feel like I am falling apart. I only get between 1 to 2 1/2 hours sleep a night and have visitors nearly every day so I don't get to sleep when he is finally asleep. DH went back to work yesterday and he does 12 hour shifts so I am finding it hard to adjust. Am I a bad mother for telling him to shut up and that he is driving me nuts?? I feel so awful

Nita