Firstly huge hugs!

Secondly, you're a good mother! We all lose patience at one time or another. And being sleep deprived is the WORST thing. You can't function without sleep.

Your little one, wanting to feed all the time sounds like my friend's baby who had silent reflux. She would scream and want to feed, because it made her feel better (temporarily), then she'd scream again. It might be worth looking into?

The other suggestion I wanted to make is, if you haven't already, perhaps look into getting a sling. If it is relfux that's causing your little one to cry, that will help keep the acid down (being more upright) and you can get stuff done whilst they sleep.

I hope you find the answers you need and some much deserved sleep really soon.

Celsie. xoxox