Honey you aren't a bad mother at all - quite the contrary, I think you are NORMAL. Everyone goes through this stage, chin up, it doesn't last forever, and you will barely remember it a year from now. Take baby steps, just get through one day.. then the next.. then the next. If the housework doesn't get done.. hmmph.. who cares... no-one is judging you, and if they do, kick em the hell out of your house cos if they are there to judge and not pitch in and help, you don't need them there.

I still yell at mine to shut up when he's screaming and he's nearly 14 months old. Although he does scream a lot louder than he did at 7 weeks.. haha!!!!! We all go through it.

Big :hugs: for you.