Feel like a bad mother!!

[jaspen]

Nita - it is the sleep deprivation talking please don't think yourself a bad mother. I'd be putting a sign on the door saying Mums and bubs sleeping please come back later. Getting one of your nearest and dearest to take bubs for a walk or something so you can rest. Taking the phone off the hook or letting it go striaght to answering or anything you can to minimise your visitors so you can rest and sleep a bit more. As improtant as visitors are to our sanity as SAHM sleep is just as important and while we aren't getting enough of that the world is just not the same. Is he feeding/attaching well enough now that you can feed lying down so you can get some rest during these ongoing feeding sessions. Just a couple of tips. I do say though that if it is really getting on top of you and you aren't coping please speak up and contact someone to talk through the issues.

Big hugs for you Nita - and I am sending sleepy vibes your sons way so that you can catch up a bit yourself. And remember the house can wait.

I'm sure others will have some other ideas for you that might be more useful.

[Leemar]

Oh Nita Sweetie,

You are not a bad mother you just need some sleep. I would put a sign on the door definatly. Sorry I can not help you with BF queries as I FF all my babies but I am sure there are ladies here that can help. Also try talking to your CHN they may be able to help. I hope you are feeling better soon and sending you heaps of sleep vibes.:hugs:

[{sarah}]

Oooooh I did similar things as well and usually in the middle of the night waking my DH up It's so hard to stay calm & collected when you've had no sleep & can't figure out what's wrong with a baby that can't do anything to tell you other than cry.

You're not a bad mum.

[Snoopea]

Nita,
We all have those moments and believe me we all regret them and repeat them. Don't bash yourself up, your doing your best and babies are not easy, they're demanding little bundles, who constantly crave your attention.
You are not a bad mother, your tired and exhausted and working hard. You need to get some rest, try to cut the visitors down till you can get some, explain the situation to them, I'm sure they'll understand.
Hope your feeling better soon, best of luck to a fantastic mother who's giving her all!!!

Kelly

[Tiff+2]

Awww, Nita you poor thing :hugs:
You're not a bad mother! I think being sleep deprived for 7 weeks would definately cause your stress levels to rise!
Do you have someone else you could call on for help.... Mother, sister, sister in-law, close friend? Someone that could take bubs for a couple of hours to give you a sleep??? Bub will probably cry for them, but it really doesn't matter! They will understand why you need the break. It would be great if you could have someone (or a few different people) come around most days to give you a break. Just until you're feeling better!
Its not that you're doing a thing wrong that your baby is unsettled! Some babies just cry and thats ok, but you really need to think about yourself and your sanity.

Chin up sweety. I hope you are feeling better soon. Your baby is lucky to have you!

[Arimeh]

Honey you aren't a bad mother at all - quite the contrary, I think you are NORMAL. Everyone goes through this stage, chin up, it doesn't last forever, and you will barely remember it a year from now. Take baby steps, just get through one day.. then the next.. then the next. If the housework doesn't get done.. hmmph.. who cares... no-one is judging you, and if they do, kick em the hell out of your house cos if they are there to judge and not pitch in and help, you don't need them there.

I still yell at mine to shut up when he's screaming and he's nearly 14 months old. Although he does scream a lot louder than he did at 7 weeks.. haha!!!!! We all go through it.

Big :hugs: for you.

[Feathertop]

A normal sleep deprived mum tells a 7 week old to shut up, that's who!!!

Alrighty here we go....

Your visitors need to help you, not be waited on or just sit around. Schedule them so you know when they are coming, and plan tasks for them to do. Talk to a couple of responsible ones and ask them to sit with your baby or take baby for a walk when you visit so you can get some rest. Your little one will be fine for a hour or two without a feed. Take the phone off the hook when baby is asleep so you can sleep, lock the doors and put up a do not disturb, baby and mum sleeping sign. If people expect to be waited on, give them a task to do when they come like hang out your washing or something. Make a list of these tasks and put it on the fridge so visitors can see things they can do to help out. If visitors don't help you, or don't look after the baby to give you some rest, then they really aren't what you need at this point in time.

With the crying, I know how it can drive you insane, it used to feel like needles being stuck in my eyeballs to me. You do need a break from it, if your visitors aren't helpful perhaps a neighbour or another new mum? You could do a deal - each looks after 2 babies for 2 hrs every second day to give the other a time to sleep. Just another though, there's nothing medical going on is there? Just checking all is well with baby. Some babies are just criers, which makes you more of a legend for surviving every single day, and makes you feel more alone as volunteers to help can be scarce.

Wishing you well Nita.

[Celsie]

Firstly huge hugs!

Secondly, you're a good mother! We all lose patience at one time or another. And being sleep deprived is the WORST thing. You can't function without sleep.

Your little one, wanting to feed all the time sounds like my friend's baby who had silent reflux. She would scream and want to feed, because it made her feel better (temporarily), then she'd scream again. It might be worth looking into?

The other suggestion I wanted to make is, if you haven't already, perhaps look into getting a sling. If it is relfux that's causing your little one to cry, that will help keep the acid down (being more upright) and you can get stuff done whilst they sleep.

I hope you find the answers you need and some much deserved sleep really soon.

Celsie. xoxox

[kajolo]

You are not a bad mum, and you are not alone i have been where you are with my older two and it was so so hard.

Others have given you some fantastic advice, prehaps even get a relative to make you up some food that you can store in a air tight container and prehaps freeze?
For the days when things are just to chaotic.

you are not alone, you are NOT A BAD MUM.

I hope that your son has a rest so you can get some sleep.

[Ozziehoffy]

That doesn't make you a bad mum at all. It's very normal to lose patience when we're tired and then on top of that not being able to stop our bub from crying.

I would certainly be telling visitors to either not be dropping in all the time or like has been said... set them to work to help you... cook you a meal, do your washing, clean your bathroom...! A sign on the door would be a great idea so that they have to stop and think before they dare to knock!

I had to end up buying a hug a bub as Oskar just wouldn't sleep if I put him down. I could even lay down and rest with him strapped on me. I would prop pillows up so I was on an angle... kinda like 45 degrees and lay against them and cos he was in the hug a bub he couldn't roll off. Sometimes I would lay down and feed him and wake up later with him asleep on my boob...lol. At this age you do whatever works for you both. He will feed a lot at the moment as he's growing very rapidly, and yes you do feel like a cow but it does slow down and they do go for longer between feeds!!

I hope something works for you. it does get better

[Neatisme]

Thanks so very much ladies for all your replies. I am so pleased to have just made it through today. My DH has arrived home and now I can have a rest for a while. I have taken bub to the Dr and Hospital, called the Parenting Line, and been to the parenting centre to try to find an answer to why he is like he is. Could be lactose intolerence, lactose overload, reflux or that he is just a crier!! My GP is trying to get me into his paediatrician so we can try to get to the bottom of it. Another of his problems is he gets overtired and then he is even harder to settle. I did wonder about growth spurts as well. Would one be happening around about now? Thought maybe that is why he is feeding so much. I just really hope that it gets better soon or I will go insane!!

Nita