I feel the same way - I always thought I wanted more than one child and I am pretty sure that I still do but I am so in love with Blue that I wouldn't want to deprive him or me of Mummy....

I have a friend with 3 under 3 and she is also doing uni and I see how much the middle child plays up for attention and the youngest goes straight to screaming his head off because he knows he has to wait for things and I just don't think I could do it ....

I have so much respect for women who can manage it but I don't think I could.