Tracey- maybe i just worded the question wrong... i have no doubt that i have enough love for many children... i think its more the timing im worried about... and maybe im also concerned about a small house and money and no family close by... I cant wait for Eden to look at a baby and for her to go... o a baby that belongs to my family, caz shes so in awe of babies now... and im scared of getting all caught up in wanting to be pregnant again and then worrying too much or feeling guilty and ruining the experience... Maybe i should just put it out of my mind and when i get a slap in the face(like i did with the need for Eden) I will know it is time...
Did i mention to you all i dont even have AF back yet,... LOL so it is prolly just me making a mountain out of a molehill.. altho its nice to hear im not alone.